this drama is flowing over to my family. looks like my family will be getting a lot of damage from this drama… i tried my best to handle it and do damage control but that didnt happen. and this other bullshit in learning how to deal with two faced people is really annoying. its a draining week. and it really really takes a toll. i wish i was back home and not having to worry about this crap… but i guess its part of the job. if i knew i would have to go through this when i made my choice, i would have definitely not come. fuck this shit.
god i wish i had someone i could confine in and talk to about this stuff. someone that will listen and that i dont work with. im really lucky to have sonny hyung. if only we didnt work together though. but its ok. i have lost a mentor today. oh well i dont want that kind of person as my mentor anyway… i need to get through this.