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짐 싸고있는대… 왜 이렇게 힘들고, 아프고, 그렇지? 씨발!!!!! 조나 비겁하고, 억울하고, 짜증나고… 내 인생이 왜 내 손의 안있는지 정말 이해가 안된다…. 나 정말 가기싫다… 근대 어쩔수 없나봐…. 나는 지금 왜 혼자일까? all i want is security and stability. thats all i need and this is the complete opposite of that. itll be an adventure and i will welcome it… but… my heart hurts… my brain is telling me to stop… my body is wanting to break down… my heart is starting to hide behind walls… i dont want to do anything.. i hate this. i really want to stay the course of my own life… i dont understand why i need to take this detour that i dont really want to take. but i guess thats ok b/c on the freeway, the detours are never in my control? fuck rationalization… 씨발, 존나 억울하다…. 뻑이다 뻑!!!!!! 인생 살기 싫고… 이렇게 살기 싫고… 정말 모든개 다 싫다….
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