i dont know what made me think that me moving to CO would make all my friends find some form of continual communication with me. i dont know why. they didnt do it when i was in LA. it was always me initiating. i guess its just that i am somewhere far from everything and i would think that my friends would care enough to keep me company and see what im up to and what im doing. i guess thats just a horrible assumption on my part. the only person whose done that is eugene and tina. everyone else just sucks shit. i thought that we would make a circle on google+ and utilize that shit more and whatnot, but nope. so fuck it. i dont have the energy now to keep up and try to do all this shit on my own. its always me trying and shit. so yeah. im done.