fuck i feel like shit today. i feel completely broken down. i feel like crying. i feel empty. i feel lonely. i feel like an empty shell. i feel like i have no self esteem. i feel ugly. i feel incompetent. i feel tired. i feel worn out. i feel so many things today. and i just woke up…. looked at myself in the mirror after i showered and its usually alright, but today i saw a stranger… i saw some pitiful stranger… omg today is going to be a really hard day isnt it?