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I guess I really shouldn’t try to keep in touch with my old berkeley friends. All it does is remind me of niki. Makes me wonder about her: how she’s doing, what she’s doing, her courseload, her activities, her state of mind, her love life, etc… but the thing is, it still hurts to think about that. And it definitely would kill me if I found out anything about her… I guess I found another reason to forget about my past completely. Haha sucky… at this rate, not only will I be returning to LA much later than I thought, but I will pretty much have no one to go back to. Lmao its gonna be just like moving back home from berkeley… man everything really sucks… but that’s reality, which really just sucks. Fuck my life, utterly and completely fuck it.
