Damn she straigt up said she’s not interested in me. Haha it hurts„ but its ok. It was nice to know that I’m capable of feeling… sucks… but this is life and this is relaity. I’m not shit and well its fianlly humbling… fuck humbling but it feels so shitty,. Ell I’m alredy smashjed but I guess ima just top thisshit off… oh fucking erll